Alienated

I just want to disappear. I wanna go somewhere so, so far away that nobody knows me anymore. Nobody wants to do something with me. I wanna leave myself here. I wanna bury everything deep down. I wanna discover and create my new self from scratch. I just want to live normally. I just want to be a little happy sometimes. I want to be comfortable with myself in my own skin and not feel alienated towards myself anymore.

This is all I want