Alienated

I was never cut out to be a 10. In my whole life, I was never even near a 10. I no longer desire to be a 10. I want to be 1. I want peace. I want to let it go. I want to be free. I need to wash my hands of these goals and desires. All I desire now is to breathe with a relaxed chest, to not feel guilty about my existence, to not feel that I owe anyone anything including myself.

May god grant me freedom. My god grant me peace of mind. Amen.